Pshyco's Diary

                     Summer 1990 a charity run for disabled children’s. We shared a bottle of water and then we met quite often. Shared and toasted many evenings.An attaboy always looking for fun and frolic outdoor adventures.To me first he seemed a Phsyco, mysterious and blah blah so many things went in my mind. You’ll discover why I say so.

In the real he is a thinker, he is mature young man with an acute mind and good record. You'll seldom find a psycho with a good record. Think of persona with two faces. Each face lying to another. May be this is his  psychic or mental state or he is sick.

But within him there are many stories in his conscious and subconscious. Every day his struggle to come out of it, when he wakes up.He doesn't remember anyone. He doesn't know anybody other than himself. Many times he didn’t recognize me. When I went up to meet him. First I thought it’s a dyslexia. But it’s not! He makes friends on demand and they pass by after some time.

Think of a super human who is living since the evolution of mankind and has reformed himself. Changed places roaming all over the world knows more than a dozen of languages, even those which are extinct. Saw weather change more than a weather tracking device can keep track of. Witnessed the age of mammoth and saber tooth.

He has made himself cultured from a leather pant to the best of the formals. Once wore green and brown to camouflage to wear the brightest of colors.Saw Renaissance and revolution. Who knows the myths of mythology and "illuminati". He who has seen many kingship and kinship. Fall and rise of many empires. The Aryans the Normans and the Saxons.

He is wiser than the wisest, as he witnessed many dusk and dawn. He often talks to himself, as expert advice is required. He is obnoxious you can't predict him he is sometime very outspoken and sometimes he hardly speaks. Sometimes he asks many questions and sometime he is his own oracle.

In reality nobody likes him, he says there is no god. Many people around him sees him as a vicious person.

He lives in his own world seems to be a maniac. He gets many relevant, irrelevant dreams and seldom he sleeps. Thoughts like threads of different world always running like a program in his mind. And he loves to be there. To him it's like its a rejuvenation process, it's his haven. Kiddish isn’t it!

He has got virtual girlfriends, yes girlfriends!! And "not one", many!!. When one doesn't come, some other comes and he have good time UN-interrupted. To him relationships are than a contract.

He is the creator and destroyer of the virtual world. He is so powerful within that he can alter each event going inside. He follows the perfectionism in every event and sequence. He creates the colors, he creates earth, heaven, sky and all creatures.

When he is in his world. He has many different powers. He has power like a superhuman. He never dies like phantom. He can do anything.He is a most creative singer, composer, writer director and many more.He have skills to kill anyone in the blink of an eye.

Really I thought it’s nothing but, he always wanted to do but never gotten a chance and he passed his half of the life.In this way he is highly bipolar in nature. The way he describes, sometimes it seems all real.

 

He plays video games and direct his story when he is asleep. He makes his own "Gauntanamo Bay" and his own "kremlin". He watches movies and he is GIJOE of the day, when he watches underworld he have his own character half Lycan and half vampire. Can you imagine standing in front of mirror will this canine will grow more or not hehehe :) may be joke to others but it's really a serious matter to him.

When he watches transformers he tries to search motobots in his laptop. When he watches con air he feels, behaves as he’s a jar head.As I told he has many girlfriends so has own version of "500 Days of Summer","August rush" and "twilight". Sometimes I found him in sector 9 and sector 21. 

He's a philanthropist, he's a virtual socialite.He does nothing but, he is a multimillionaire nothing less than "warren buffet" or a Batman lolz!. He has created the American history and has encroached every inch of the world.

 

All these may seem nothing less than a film fanatic isn't it? But it's not so. Believe me or not!! He’s within us. He’s around us. He’s among us. Lost in a crowd. Watching from somewhere corner of the street. May be someday you’ll discover him!!.